I havent updated this in forever...Today was an intresting day. One i thought was going well utnil i realized some stuff. Kinda ruined it all, but thats life i guess. Rumors practice was good, i just wish some people werent they way they are, because i really do want to like them. But i just cant bring myself to likeing someone who is that...pathetic (for a lack of better words). Right about now life is hectic, between everything i do i have no time at all, so i want to say sorry to my friends rite now....because they'll be getting a lot of "sorry cant hang out, busy" Which really sucks. Im really confused about a lot of things these days..just in general. Thats all for today, time to work on d.i,forensics,rumors, and theatre....yikes

So Yeah Rent was amazing. If you havent seen it, i suggest you do. If anyone wants to go see it tell me and ill go again. But anyways a lot has been on my mind lately, about everything. I dont even know how to describe it? Its not really a bad thing, its just reality. And Rent really hit home and it made me think a lot more. Go here for me and maybe think about instead of spending 10 dollars on worthless nothing donate it, it can really help.
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BAT BOY THE MUSICAL
@ UTICA HIGH SCHOOL

Thursday-Saturday- 7:30PM
(17th-19th)

Sunday Matinee- 2:00PM
(20th)

Its gunna be a great show come see it!
Oh and if you know ur going leave me a comment :)

I know i havent updated since before school started but i need to also let out a few thoughts. The whole bat boy group wore our shirts to Ikes play to support them and the people behind us were throwing tanning papers on the stage, and well guess who got blamed. Yeah thats rite we did and its completely unfair. The director came up to me melissa and alex and started swearing at us asking how and why we would do such a thing so we of course defended our selves in the situation because we wanted to do anything but ruin their show. Yesterday a few of my friends went to show from bat boy and they again got yelled at and told they were being watched so one of my friends left the show and i applaud her, its recidulous to support such a thing. I am really sorry to all my friends from ike i just need you to udnerstand the position we are in now. Most of the people i know from ike wouldnt even talk to us after the show because they were in belief we did it, which again REDICULOUS. I have to say i support ikes theatre group fully and wish them the best of luck in all of their shows but i also wish they would open up their eyes and realize utica did absolutely nothing wrong and i would like them to thank their director for accusing us of such accusations and starting this whole ordeal. It was handled very immaturely and wrong, first of all you dont accuse people of something when your not even 5% sure they did it. We were a HUGE red target in our shirts just waiting to be attacked. And boy did we get attacked. When she came to us that night our friends were there and she embarasssed us in front of everyone. She gave Utica High school a bad name. All the Utica Bat BOy cast wants is a true appology from the director, cast, and parents from ikes produtcion. Not just personally delivered to the people accused, but to the hole cast for making us look bad and especially our director for having to take the constant reminder from us students on what happened.

lmao...omgosh the musical is a grand time, i must say. Vat? vat is gooeng on? well yeah so anyways thats my life nowadays. lol, So yeah i never update anymore, so leave me lots of comments so i start again!

Im updating..i know this is a crazy thing and no the world isnt ending lol. Just got home from Alans with jaimie n mike i love those kids SO much. good times. This summer has really started to make me realize my real friends and who will stick by me and i cant say i dont like the results. But i cant believe another year is begining, im excited and tons of new opportunitys are just waiting to be explored, lmao that sounded so cheesy but its true. i cant wait to see you all

i havent updated this in a long time, no need to i guess? But anyways ive been pretty busy with these kids and all this junk. I cant believe its almost august. That SUCKS. So yeah anyone wanna do anything call 202.9522

Really annoyed by a few things but mostly to do with you....
Other then that unhappy comment ive had a fun day, kary and julie came over and we played in the pool and me n kary drowned eachother and had a water balloon fight lol..good times








Here i am once again, im torn into pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
Just thought you were the one...

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HAVE I EVER:
Made you smile:
Made you laugh:
Made you cry:
Made you think:
Had an impact on you:
Did something to make you love me:
Kissed you:
Hugged you:
Stood up for you:
Talked to you:

WOULD YOU BE EMBARRASED TO:
Kiss me:
Hug me:
Hang out with me:
Tell me anything:
Tell me you liked me:
Give me a high five:
Laugh with me:
Tell me a secret:
Smile at me:


DO YOU:
Look up to me:
Hate me:
Love me:
Like me:
Feel safe with me:
Dream about me:
Think about me:
Think I'm weird:
Think I'm cool:
Like my personality:
Like my looks:
Like my clothes:
Like my eyes:
Think I'd hurt you:
Think I care about you:
Think I love you:
Think I'd die for you:
Trust me:

WHAT'S THE:
Best memory you have of me:
The worst memory:
Worst thing you've ever told me:
#1 thing you like most about me:


WOULD YOU:
Hate me:
Kill me:
Hurt me:
Make me smile:
Make me laugh:
Make me cry on purpose:
Tell me anything:
Trust me:
Embarass me:
Talk to me:
Be afriad of me:
Be nervous around me:
Spread rumors about me:
Throw something at me:
Tickle me:
Scare me:
Comfort me:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I completely trusted you:
I hated you:
I loved you:
I told you a secret:
I was choking:
Asked you a serious question:
I was really sick:
Asked you for a kiss:
Asked you for a hug:
Asked you to be my friend:
I bought you something:

WHAT'S MY:
Weakness:
Strength:
Love:
Soft spot:
Favorite band:
Personality like:
Smile like:
Hair like:

WHAT:
Reminds you of me:
Would you do for me:
If you could give me anything in the world what would it be:
What have I done for you:

So yeah..today was a tough day, You will really be missed by everyone. 0:)
rip Erin

wow...today was the worst..I love you seniors SOOO much and ill miss you.


~I hope you had the time of your life~

Yeah..It really hurts,
everyday its there and still keeps going..
Never stops.

I wish it would just stop.

Yesterday was soooo much fun! We had my brother n sisters birthday party and the moonwalk came at like 11 and i went in it rite wen i got up! Them things are sooo much fun!!! Then to top it off all my cuzins were there and theyre good fun. I burnt myself again tho lol. Cuz im so smart? But we defintely blared the grease music and sum donna summers got mixd in lmao..oh good times. Then Julie julie and Kary came which is fun too cuz i didnt expect em! But im up so early cuz i have sams conformation and party this morning. Fun stuff lol! G2g Bye ya'all

You get in the biggest fights with the people that you
care about the most.. because those are the relationships
you are willing to fight for.

I'm limited
Just look at me I'm limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
For both of us
Now it's up to you

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood


Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?


And because I knew you

Because I knew you


Because I knew you
I have been changed for good.



You'll be with me like a handprint on my heart...
rip Robbie 2 years...

I just dont know anymore..

left out..
it never seems to fail ever..
boy am i used to it.

thanks.

soo i get taken into the hospitaly clinic thing this mornin and i have a sever sinus infection and prolly bronchitis and sleep deprevation and this stupid infection wont go away for 10 days and my play is in like 5!!!!!!!!! gahh and then my hole family leaves cuz my gr8 grandpa is rushed into the hospital and now im here cuz they wouldnt let me go.BOOOO! but anyways yesterday was really fun especially running around utica at 1 in the morning and me n vince p scared the crap outa nicole n alex. it was gr8

SO stole this from lizzz...PLease comment



[ ] hang out with me?
[ ] go see a movie with me?
[ ] hug me?
[ ] hug me a lot?
[ ] hold me?
[ ] kiss me?
[ ] put Your hand on My butt?
[ ] be alone in a room with me?
[ ] go on a date with me?
[ ] take me to your place?
[ ] cuddle with me?
[ ] sing in a car with me?
[ ] please me in more ways then 1?
[ ] let me kiss you?
[ ] get me a B-day gift?
[ ] be my gf/bf?
[ ] be there for me?
[ ] bring me around your friends?
[ ] give me a massage?
[ ] love me?
[ ] hang out with me more the 2 times a week?
[ ] miss me if i were to not be here anymore?
[ ] enjoy being with me?
[ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions?(after mine have been answered)
[ ] Be my friend!!!!!?

So much is going on and i dont even know where to start....I had a horrible day thursday..like you dont even know.i shouldnt complain though. But if you dont like it then dont read. I think i lost a lot of firends lately and sum r really important....theres one inparticular that idk what to do about becuz what was said to me idk if its worth saying sorry too..but i did and yeah. I had so much fun up at central for d.i. i got to leave everything here and i loved it being away things just arent working out for me here anymore. I have so many different emotions going through me rite now..im so overwhelmed, over tired, and over everything. im just sick of it all. im really starting to learn who my true friends are and who the fake ones are...its so simple to see..im like a book thats all ripped up, ive been used so many times that im torn into pieces. I dont even know where to go from here, ive asked a friend or two to name a few things about me they dont like and i just realized that most of the things they named are a part of me...and without those im not vince and im a different person. Theres just some *friends* that arent anymore theyre really losing it..and ive been replaced by other people. Everything just hurts so bad. It hurts myself to see that im like this b/c i do it to myself most of the time..But i really hope your happy now that you've told what u felt about me.and you know who you are, i just wish ud say sorry.But now im going to change who i am and focus on becoming a better person in general.

I just wish u were here :/ r.i.p


Dont wish
dont start
wishing only ruins the heart



i'll make every last moment last..</3